weary heart.

Wished there was someone I could really depend on... someone who would always stand by me despite all my flaws n imperfections. someone who truly understands n accepts me.. someone who'll tell me that everything will be alright, and comfort me.. someone who could really love me for who I am.

Is that really too much to ask for?

End of 2011

Had a great Xmas this year :)

Had pre- and post Xmas gift exchange n house parties (both at 2 diff jason's..ha), bbq at home on Xmas day, and visited Phuket and Vietnam in dec. I love travelling! Visited Ho Chih Minh, Danang and Hanoi. Canoeing at Halong Bay was pretty memorable. Phuket was ultra fun too, tried scuba diving and parasailing for the first time! Can't wait to get my scuba diving license sometime soon.

Honestly not too looking fwd to New Year thou, cause it wld mean I'd be another year old. Ahh nightmare!! N i feel like i've barely achieved anything this year. Oh well... May the year after be a more fruitful one! :D

Need to vent.

His exams passed without me even realizing it, not a single word mentioned

I meet him almost daily and i've only seen him doing schoolwork about 1% of the time.

Past one year I hav been asking him from time to time whether he's been mugging..like some naggy old mother. Bcuz honestly I hav almost never seen or heard him studying. Each time I mention anythin related to school he wld get annoyed and say school is only secondary blahblah. Focus is on getting money.

Maybe I'm over-worrying but I am really annoyed.

I'm machiam some naggy old mother nagging at the kid to study and the kid throws tantrum at me

He threw his gift wrapping ribbon or whatever rubbish at me when I talked to him abt school (after I realized his exams r over without him mentioning anythin abt it), said he is trying to wrap me something pretty and all I care abt is his exams

He can be so matured on other levels but so immatured in this aspect.. I give up. It is his life, not mine

K

Our photo is on the website! Heard from R that it's on 8 days too... Wahaha

pantry series

pictures of our pantry happenings, courtesy of XY. I thought they were kinda cute. :D


someone lost his/her spoon!

after which a metal spoon was returned..


turns out it's not the right spoon! hee. how many thieves are there!


after which a distasteful note was written. very obviously singaporean. (scary thing was the handwriting plus style of writing looks SUPER similar to mine, but it's not written by me k!)

XY's idea of leaving the plastic spoon there and my idea to write the note. lol


a five cent pops up!

Buy-a-spoon-fund

with the 5cent placed in the cup.

this one made me LOL. hahaha!!

51 soya bean

My first time eating.. So smooth, so milky, just the right sweetness! The beancurd itself has a very unique milky sweet taste that u don't even need any sugar syrup to go with it... Just one bite and guaranteed u cant stop.

Soooo yummy!!!! Yummiest tauhuey ever! Loves!

linkin park @ F1! almost forgot how much i love their old songs! the new songs r great too, but just.. different...


at hl's wedding last weekend~ kinda crazy, there are 3 ppl in my lab getting married this year. madness!

off to shower then be on my quest to find the missing cockroach on my bed. sigh

Waiting on the edge of the unknown

Practically everywhere we go we'll end up meeting someone he knows. Like 9 out of 10 times chance. I'm actually quite amazed.

Lying in bed now staring out of the window, wondering why the sky is so red? The sun can't be rising at 3am can it?? Nvm.

Peektures~

Ahhh I NEED a new laptop. It's getting too painful waiting for my laptop to start up everytime and to even respond . Resorted to blogging w my new blogger app (actually I love it, v convenient!) :D

Anyway pics uploaded r not in any chronological order..cuz I dunno how to adjust with this app..:/ n they r annoyingly huge too

Natalie is down with flu and slight fever... Poor baby! :(

Blogger app!

Testing!

Alice: Madness Returns!



I wanna play!!

Resident Evil 6 trailer

jus some random pics.

Cause there's a side to you that I never knew, never knew

All the things you'd say, they were never true, never true

And the games you's play, you would always win, always win 

rolling in the deep

Stuck on maplestory again >.< Many new classes of characters added to the game! Im using the mechanic from Resistance! Any players reading this please add me to your party >.< am in dire need of leveling up my lousy char lol.. nick is strewb3rry >.<



shek's random doodle! haha of him covering the blanket for me, cute (:

hooked on this song, over n over.


check out Connie Talbot's cover of the song too...she's growing up quite quickly, no more the toothless lil girl :D

:)

so cute!!!!!! saw this clip yesterday, i wonder what breed it is... her face is ultra ultra ultraaaaa cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeee



makes me miss Gemma even more though :( I would never find a more affectionate cat like her, ever :(


so fat n fluffy <3 i still remember how she'd always climb to the window ledge to peer out thru the window whenever she hears my car coming home :)

a video of a preview trailer of Smash! a musical drama that looks really interesting! hope it comes out soon.. featuring american idol runner-up, Katharine McPhee




Her version of the song Beautiful is amazingg :)

and more each passing day

buried under papers. :(

Shek's weekly drawing!

The one and only wonder of this world ♥

Laza Morgan - This Girl
feeling blessed.
I love dance ♥
looking forward to the end of this month! ♥

time for...

Shek's weekly nonsense drawings! lol


Honeymoon
(the end of it)

i have a dream for you

pretty


happy v'day '11

faith.

Happy lunar new year!!

Was managing my desktop icons when I came across something that made me so mad before.

I don't hate you neither do I still feel for u, but your actions really put me off.

How you self-victimize yourself and how you spread tales about me and accused me of something I had not done. I'll admit I had done many wrong things; not putting in enough effort, allowing our feelings to fade and ultimately initiating the break. But you pushing all the blame to me just isn't fair.

This is the last time I'm ever blogging about you.

annoyed.

some people are such hypocrites.

holding on to what's real

Still feels strange to know how hearts can heal and mend just as quick as friends come and go

I LOVE BOA!

i will be happy

i got you*~

Real happy talking to my big boss today!! HE'S SO NICEEE. Totally wasn't expecting him to offer to help me. :) Hope everything turns out well..

Met a few people who might become a lil more significant in my life today. :)

Appraisal went pretty alright too. I thought I was gonna be appraised badly but I wasn't. :)

wheeee~