weary heart.

Wished there was someone I could really depend on... someone who would always stand by me despite all my flaws n imperfections. someone who truly understands n accepts me.. someone who'll tell me that everything will be alright, and comfort me.. someone who could really love me for who I am.

Is that really too much to ask for?

End of 2011

Had a great Xmas this year :)

Had pre- and post Xmas gift exchange n house parties (both at 2 diff jason's..ha), bbq at home on Xmas day, and visited Phuket and Vietnam in dec. I love travelling! Visited Ho Chih Minh, Danang and Hanoi. Canoeing at Halong Bay was pretty memorable. Phuket was ultra fun too, tried scuba diving and parasailing for the first time! Can't wait to get my scuba diving license sometime soon.

Honestly not too looking fwd to New Year thou, cause it wld mean I'd be another year old. Ahh nightmare!! N i feel like i've barely achieved anything this year. Oh well... May the year after be a more fruitful one! :D

Need to vent.

His exams passed without me even realizing it, not a single word mentioned

I meet him almost daily and i've only seen him doing schoolwork about 1% of the time.

Past one year I hav been asking him from time to time whether he's been mugging..like some naggy old mother. Bcuz honestly I hav almost never seen or heard him studying. Each time I mention anythin related to school he wld get annoyed and say school is only secondary blahblah. Focus is on getting money.

Maybe I'm over-worrying but I am really annoyed.

I'm machiam some naggy old mother nagging at the kid to study and the kid throws tantrum at me

He threw his gift wrapping ribbon or whatever rubbish at me when I talked to him abt school (after I realized his exams r over without him mentioning anythin abt it), said he is trying to wrap me something pretty and all I care abt is his exams

He can be so matured on other levels but so immatured in this aspect.. I give up. It is his life, not mine