I never really liked christmas all the while cause it was always a bad time for me, like I would get pretty upset over r/s problems. and I realized I'd never exactly gotten to celebrate the season with my other half in all the years I was in a r/s, since I was 18? (except maybe for one year).. It was always a post-xmas celebratory kinda thing.. This year's one was surprisingly fun, sweet, and somehow memorable too. Kinda weird and silly, popped into an indian club which I find really funnyyy! also played silly games, the kind u played in primary school, pepsi-cola, chopsticks etc HA, so cute and funny :D

Decided I should try to pen down more of my happier feelings/thoughts I have and not just the bad ones.. Was reading thru my old blogs few weeks ago and I realized they were mostly filled with negative posts - failed relationships/friendships and resulting lack of confidence, fear, hopelessness and lost faith. I was also A LOT more open and mindless in sharing my thoughts then, sounded like a freaking retard, and some posts rather angsty ...even had a blog war with a certain b**** hahahaha. Locked up all those blogs because I'm no longer THAT comfortable in sharing my private thoughts. but all in all despite the drama which happened, I am glad I kept blogs thru the years..lets you know that life never knocks you down forever.

Shall attempt to make this a happier blog i think! :)

love discount

It's strange how some people in life you meet you know you can easily open yourself to wholeheartedly, and how others you know you can just never trust or believe in. How some people can leave you with indescribable feelings of attachment just after the first meeting, others with strange doubt even after many.

Experiencing yet another bout of the blues and confusion; they come and go..

So what's new?

How many times can I break til I shatter?
Over the line can't define what I'm after

mad!

thinking about ur xxx msges to her makes me so pissed!!!!!!!!!!!! and you don't bother to explain even until now.

cool off my head

lucifer

Been feeling very down and tired lately. You know that feeling? When you are so tired of having to stay strong, tired of putting up a mask at work, tired of hiding the pain you feel inside. When pretty much nothing makes you feel happy anymore...

The only one thing that makes me happy is to dance. The concert was last monday, I really did enjoy the entire process of preparing, practising and ultimately performing. The adrenaline rush, the excitement, the cheering and support, it makes me feel alive :)

Now that it is all over, there is nothing for me to look forward to anymore.. sob. sigh. :(

cooling off period, I hope I don't regret this :( I got to be firm. decisive.

...emptiness

Miss those days when i was 18, a very gullible and naive person i was then, where everything was much more simple, straightforward and carefree. Right now, everything that presents itself to me seems to come with a catch. Nothing is simple anymore... Always guessing people's motives, always forced to think a step ahead of others, in a bid to prevent myself from getting hurt in the future. Am i growing up to become a more complicated person, or are the people around me getting craftier?? Think I'm thinking too much again...

But along the way I learned one thing about life; it goes on, you get hurt, but after each fall you just gotta pick yourself up and learn to keep up.

over n over again

Thanks for letting me know that I have low EQ and that I'm the lousiest girlfriend

For telling me that two can play the game, whatever that means

Your revengeful games used to really hurt me, now I've grown to be pretty immune to your threats.

I'm leaving, not because I no longer feel anything.. But because you never gave me a reason to stay.

nothing lasts

i just want a love that will last.. is it that hard really?

u hav changed.. so have i.

i caught u. again.

you are all the same

new dress from hk at S$15! there's at least 1 person in every area I went to in hk wearing a similar piece.. seems nice on them, but how come I look so weird and skinny in it -_-

took this pic with MK on his last day at work. awww so depressing.. why do all the nice ppl I meet disappear so quickly :( hope he doesn't actually read this.. haha!

taken at HK disneyland =)


a dance MV by BY2.. our home-grown stars.. Many have criticized how ugly they are etc but do give them a break! They are only like what, 17 or 18? How many of you have achieved anything at 17.. Anyway I think their dancing's awesome and they have sweet voices.. not to mention that I think twins are damn cute! :)


their live performance

kay, off to bed~

to dance or not to dance

have i mentioned that i'm really really REALLY upset that i'm sick?
can't go for dance.. can't do nothing

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

sigh so not in the right state of mind...

coughing my lungs out.

so tired of falling ill!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can't eat, can't talk, can't sleep properly, can't do shit.

I must have caught the flu virus at least 3 times this yr. never used to be this prone to falling sick, age must be catching up. SIGH.

1st post

heh..created this blog sometime ago.. but no time to update or rather no motivation. :x

just posting up some DANCE vids! :D some were viewed recently while others have been favourited by me a while back.

ultra ultra addictive :D


i love all his choreos ha!


korean girl hip hop! Bad girl, good girl MV.. love how they keep flicking their hair =.=


girl hip hop!


hmm quite nice at the start.. hee

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HShpoVtjzko
So you think you can dance - Hallelujah.. cant embed this vid thou..

still have more but that's all for now~