Been feeling very down and tired lately. You know that feeling? When you are so tired of having to stay strong, tired of putting up a mask at work, tired of hiding the pain you feel inside. When pretty much nothing makes you feel happy anymore...
The only one thing that makes me happy is to dance. The concert was last monday, I really did enjoy the entire process of preparing, practising and ultimately performing. The adrenaline rush, the excitement, the cheering and support, it makes me feel alive :)
Now that it is all over, there is nothing for me to look forward to anymore.. sob. sigh. :(
cooling off period, I hope I don't regret this :( I got to be firm. decisive.
...emptiness
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