I never really liked christmas all the while cause it was always a bad time for me, like I would get pretty upset over r/s problems. and I realized I'd never exactly gotten to celebrate the season with my other half in all the years I was in a r/s, since I was 18? (except maybe for one year).. It was always a post-xmas celebratory kinda thing.. This year's one was surprisingly fun, sweet, and somehow memorable too. Kinda weird and silly, popped into an indian club which I find really funnyyy! also played silly games, the kind u played in primary school, pepsi-cola, chopsticks etc HA, so cute and funny :D

Decided I should try to pen down more of my happier feelings/thoughts I have and not just the bad ones.. Was reading thru my old blogs few weeks ago and I realized they were mostly filled with negative posts - failed relationships/friendships and resulting lack of confidence, fear, hopelessness and lost faith. I was also A LOT more open and mindless in sharing my thoughts then, sounded like a freaking retard, and some posts rather angsty ...even had a blog war with a certain b**** hahahaha. Locked up all those blogs because I'm no longer THAT comfortable in sharing my private thoughts. but all in all despite the drama which happened, I am glad I kept blogs thru the years..lets you know that life never knocks you down forever.

Shall attempt to make this a happier blog i think! :)